You dont know me

You look into my eyes but see right through me
Im standing before you yet you do not see me
Why is it that you choose not to notice
I cant help but feel alone through all of this

You dont know me
you never will
I walk alone
not knowing how to feel

I try to talk with you
you choose to ignore
I feel like trash
that you threw away before

You dont know me
you never will
I walk alone
not knowing how to feel

The time has come
when one has to choose
do I stay or do I go
leave for something new

Alone I will walk
along that dusky road
to find my way
into the great unknown

You dont know me
you never will
I walk alone
learning how to feel........

Confusion

I wake up to start my day as the night time has faded away
get dressed, eat, put the TV on, same old things same old ways
Nothing ever changes nothing stays the same
same old fears same old pain

Alone I have been
Alone I will be
I wait for you to come
But its not you who I see

The sun begins to fade
as the night starts to fall
I lay within my sheets
and I begin to Bawl

My heart pounds softly
As I think of yesterdays
Of you by my side
everything was okay

I drift off to sleep
as I have done before
alone I will wake
and do it again once more

Voices

Sitting outside my front porch I think of you
of times we had together were so far and few
The day you left and got on that plane
I knew it was the last time Id see your face

As I turned around to go back home alone
I heard a voice whisper I love you forever more
The tears began to roll down my face
As I new as you left for war it was my fate

As I sat on my porch a car drove up and stopped
Two men stepped out and closed their doors
They walked slowey up to wear I sat
I looked up at them and said I know what your here for

silence surrounded me and they handed me the letter
my hands trembled as I took it from their hands
they said they were sorry as they turned around
The letter slipped and dropped to the ground

Oh why did you leave me so long ago
I wanted you here with me
The house we built the kids we have
What happened to our plans

oh baby why did you go
why did you leave me so
come back to me
come back to me
I need you so much more

As I turned around to go back in side
I heard a voice whisper I will love you forever
The tears began to roll down my face
As I new as you left for war it was my fate

My Favorite Saying

Remember me with smiles and laughter
for thats the way I will remember you all
If you can only remember me with tears
then dont remember me at all.........

Answers

There are no answers to lifes questions. Angry , tired of is all. People blind and ignorant to lifes true meaning.. Life is fragile short and taken for granite. Stop along your path to notice the cracks. Each one teaches a lesson of its own....

memories

Your hand reaches out to me pulls me close, the scent of you, the feel of you, the touch of you stays with me forever. I close my eyes , its you I see. The memories of us come back to me. I look around for you, you disappear. A single yellow rose is all I hold.

Explosion

Explosion my mind pounding twisted aching throbbing STOP! frustration confusion squeezing tightness bursting sparks Explosion...