You dont know me

You look into my eyes but see right through me
Im standing before you yet you do not see me
Why is it that you choose not to notice
I cant help but feel alone through all of this

You dont know me
you never will
I walk alone
not knowing how to feel

I try to talk with you
you choose to ignore
I feel like trash
that you threw away before

You dont know me
you never will
I walk alone
not knowing how to feel

The time has come
when one has to choose
do I stay or do I go
leave for something new

Alone I will walk
along that dusky road
to find my way
into the great unknown

You dont know me
you never will
I walk alone
learning how to feel........

Confusion

I wake up to start my day as the night time has faded away
get dressed, eat, put the TV on, same old things same old ways
Nothing ever changes nothing stays the same
same old fears same old pain

Alone I have been
Alone I will be
I wait for you to come
But its not you who I see

The sun begins to fade
as the night starts to fall
I lay within my sheets
and I begin to Bawl

My heart pounds softly
As I think of yesterdays
Of you by my side
everything was okay

I drift off to sleep
as I have done before
alone I will wake
and do it again once more