My Favorite Saying

Remember me with smiles and laughter
for thats the way I will remember you all
If you can only remember me with tears
then dont remember me at all.........

Answers

There are no answers to lifes questions. Angry , tired of is all. People blind and ignorant to lifes true meaning.. Life is fragile short and taken for granite. Stop along your path to notice the cracks. Each one teaches a lesson of its own....

memories

Your hand reaches out to me pulls me close, the scent of you, the feel of you, the touch of you stays with me forever. I close my eyes , its you I see. The memories of us come back to me. I look around for you, you disappear. A single yellow rose is all I hold.

Explosion

Explosion my mind pounding twisted aching throbbing STOP! frustration confusion squeezing tightness bursting sparks Explosion...

No one hears me

Crawling under anything that will hide all the ugliness that becomes who I am. Confusion, frustration, heartache crying in my heart. No one hears me. People walking by, looking away from what they do not want to see. Im here, do you see me? Reaching out to find myself further away. Alone . Tears falling all around me. So much pain. I call out, does anyone hear me.. They walk past with deaf ears. I close my eyes and lie in my own tears. I fall further away so far gone. Drifting forever alone. No one sees me, no one can hear me.. Eternity is what I am.....

Wanting

A tender touch I pretend to feel on my face as you stand before me. As you walk past me, I feel and embrace the touch of your shirt brush past my arm. Feelings of wanting and needing you start to fill my mind, my heart..Yet I look around to find your not there. I stand alone wanting more, for which you cannot give, I will never feel.. You do not notice me.. For I am not really there.

Darkness

Darkness surrounds me I cannot not breath heart pounding hands trembling I try to scream no one can hear me cold is what I feel I cannot move I hear whispers but they do not hear me I open my mouth but I cannot speak alone I am in this darkness, a light begins to glow ,warmth I begin to feel upon my face home is where I feel I am going away from this dark cold box that I am in, I am home.......

What the heck!

Alright everyone, I know we all have times where we just want to shout out our frustrations. So, Im giving you a chance to do so, right here and right now! Let everyone know whats on your mind! I will go first...... What in the world is wrong with some people! The other day I go buy this movie, Matchstick men with Nic Cage.. Im all excited to watch it right, well I get home open the DVD up, and OMG, the movie is missing?? What!#@#*&!@# Cant some people get a life? Do you really have to go on and steal the movie right out of the box? How lame. Now, someone out there , you KNOW who YOU are, OWES me a movie! I wanted to see Nic Cage so bad...... awwww......